"hearts ..

9.4.06

HELLO PPLE =DD
changed skin =DD
http://retr0-.blogspot.com
go relinkk kayys !
=)=)=)

lovedd.<3
;11:07 AM.x

8.4.06

hellos =DD
ystd never c himm ='(
haiishh .
nvmm .
later gonna buy shoess xD
lurlls .
i also wanna change skinn .
=DD
ok byees xD
<3 ya loadds .
i misshh euu

lovedd.<3
;1:22 PM.x

6.4.06

manns =(
hurt my ankle laa .
dunno whats wrongg .
seriously, i hav no time to consult a doc .
and were still running tmr !
haiis =(
hope can run fast la !
last week 13 + mins for 2.4 km
mus improve ~
woots !
lolls .
wah freak cann .
so much things undone !
i feel like dying la !
awww...

lovedd.<3
;9:37 PM.x

3.4.06

ughhs .
cant concentrate la =(
actually i hav no idea wadd im feelingg la ..
wann tuhh c hiimm denn dun wann tuhh c -.-
aww, whatever .
let fate decide barhhs .
tmr maths test .
haven touched it yet =)
bleahhs .
PUI maths la cann .
c lerr wanna sleep lerr .
zzz .
i cant concentrate !
im thinking of him .
feell likee dyingg =(
denn gortt this nerdd guy cumm add me in msn .
askk if i hav steadd notts . .
denn i say yaa . .
thenn hee say if i single, sure jio me der . .
he so bu zi liang li la can . .
he wan me .
i dun wann himm la .
see his dp wanna pukee lerr .
lolls .
if i continue like this, i guess my results are gonna slip like sia0 l0r !
aiyahh , heck .
wait until that stage, then i decide wadd tuhh doo .
lolls ..
=))
BYEBYE xD

lovedd.<3
;10:31 PM.x

2.4.06

HMRPFF !
why teresa and zhi yang winn ?
even if geraldine nvr win, renfredd win i als0 nvm lorr !
now bothh also lose .
denn the otherr twoo i dunn supprt winn ..
SHIANN =(
dunn watchh ler !
hmrpff !
geraldinee --> got stylee ; kewll .
renfredd --> shuaii ; kewll .
issit the machinee got sumtingg wrongg orr wadds ?
dia0s -.-
SPASTIC =(
WHY WHY WHY !!
=(=(=(

lovedd.<3
;9:44 PM.x

finishedd my hw (:
'cept fer geog .
which im clueless about .
and i mean it .
really, CLUELESS .
i hate geog tuhh the coree !
PUI geog !
bleahhs =P
later ' xia0 yuan superstar ' semi-finals !
must watchh arhhs !
# geraldine ;
=))
shiann =(
storytelling suckks like hell la cann .
pple say i was too soft .
and i said it too fast .
whatever .
i seriously cant be bothered with english la can .
and yea, maths too .
both of 'em sucks la .
bleahhs xD
lurlls .
just went tuhh friendsterr gortt so many pple writee testii .
about 6 lerrhhs .
gotta g0 returnn 'em testii .
yeppx, BYE xD

GERALDINE ; xD

lovedd.<3
;7:18 PM.x

31.3.06

im sort of distracted now .
cos jus now when i was crossing the bridge to get to the 13 bus-stop .
i was like thinking " will he be there ? "
then dunn hav lahhs .
then the next bus stop he come ..
then i fake fake like never c himm lidatts .
denn he saw me and looked at me for a while .
denn cushh the bus no space mahhs .
den he standed beside me lahhs .
he today not so nerdd .
wahhah xD
never wear specs .
diiaoos ..
wahha xD
denns i can see him looking at me lahhs .
so i purposely turn to another direction .
lolls .
thenn i look at him .
den he look at me -.-
so paii sehh !
third time lerrs !
we boarded the same bus at the same time for the 3rd time and we're so close to each other !
goshhh .
fate ?
hes from ncc .
dat time first time i saw him in ncc uniformm .
first time we were at the same bus stop .
den we boarded the bus .
then we both quickly find seat .
then we ended up sitting DIRECTLY opposite each other .
we sat at the same time .
you know the bus hor .
normally got 2 seats facing opposite each other der .
ya that one .
that we keep starring at each other .
thens its like the bus journey so long !
den chaoo paii sehh la cann ..
then second time is i go with sy to j8 .
ya . denn he was with his friend .
so he sat not far from us .
only one seat in front of us .
ya . denns today he stand beside me -.-
sumore he alight at the same stop as me .
every time also same stop derrs .
denn the bus very crowded marhhs .
then i cannot get out .
then he let me =DD
bleahhs =DD
i dunno why la .
after i got down from the bus-stop i kept thinking of him !
SHIT !
i bathe think .
eat think .
even now blogging also think .
then i accidentally swallow fish bone just now .
dunno whether its bcos of him anot !
lolls -.-
diia0s .
yea . i know it may be spastic to u all la .
hahahs .
i wanna know his name .
BLEAHHS =))

Je t'aime. ( its so obvious what this is la . a very big clue GIVEN ) Je devine qu'ive tombé pour vous que je suis dans l'attente pour vous voir destin journalier de volonté néanmoins nous réunir ? j'espère ainsi.

go figure it out bahhs ! it is in another language and im not telling yer wad lang it is =))

lovedd.<3
;7:51 PM.x

30.3.06

i dont know how to describe my feelings now .
its like ...
i very sadd lahhs .
its like they dont even understand me .
they keep saying what i do is all for guides, guides and GUIDES .
they also agreed to it der lorrs .
now its like i get into guides .
everything also not happy !
what exactly do they want ?
i cant think .
im emotionally affected .
everything also dun support me nvm ler lor .
stil say i dis say i dat .
hav u ever thought how hard i tried to get the best results ?
hav u ever thought how hard i tried to save money ?
that time u asked me whether i wanted a thumbdrive .
i NEEDED one for my studies .
and i WANTED one .
but i dint want to waste money .
i shook my head and said no .
did u know it took alot of courage for me to say that ?
i REALLY wanted it .
ALOT .
i mean it .
today u asked me if i needed any money .
u passed me $4 and i asked you to keep it for urself .
did u know i left $1 plus plus ?
i had to control my money ?
whenn im already like famished ?
i had to buy books and stationary with my pocket money ?
i had to donate this that this that ?
all i wanted is to help u to SAVE .
and u dun understand me .
u say i so skinny and whatever comments .
enough already lor !
im sick .
ok .
sick .
i tried to do everything you said .
come home for lunch so as to not waste money eating outside .
i TRIED .
bud i had alot of commitments .
sport heats . projects and etc .
and by the time i reach home its like 5 +
and i haven had my lunch ?
i just had to bear my hunger and do my homework .
and act as if nth had happened ?
everythings wrong .
my studies .
my cca .
my ....
everything ...
i cant turn to anyone .
except for my friend, sy, who is always there for me .
like i was there for her when she needed me .
she called me when she had troubles .
and i called her when i had troubles .
im currently under ALOT of stress now .
everyday down there ask this ask that .
if u trusted me, u wudent be doing that .
i haven learnt my guides test yet .
tmr's testing sgga .
and im bound to fail .
i cant even concentrate !
my brain is like filled with all these thoughts .
GOSH ~
peaceout .

why . why . why .
my tears are dripping .....

lovedd.<3
;10:15 PM.x